Lot of things has been changing lately. I feel like I keep saying this but at the end, I’m not done with all the evolutions of my life.
I’m still surprised when I have another obstacle to go through. I’m definitely not a lucky girl, born with a golden spoon in my mouth, surrounded by love and happy places. 2016 has been one of the most challenging year for me. I have been through lots of hard feelings but you already know this, I have opened my heart on this blog more than I though I would. Today I’m fighting for happiness. I am fighting like a warrior in an arena. Because today I know I deserve this.
One of the most important subject of stress has been my body. I have been told my body wasn’t enough perfect multiples times, I have felt ugly more than I should, I have hated that physical aspect years and years. This is one of the reasons I started modeling, I wanted to see myself as I am, with the body I am born in. I wanted to ink it in my head. Stop seeing me with blurred eyes. But I have always refused to do naked or lingerie set, I wasn’t ready for this. I hardly prefer hide my body under beautiful clothes, with the good angle that makes me look cute. That fucking same angle, every. single. time.
I didn’t wanted to listen people who was advising me in the right way. I was giving way too much space to those who tried to decide for me, those who wanted to make me as they want, and not as I truly was on the inside.
How many times did they say I was too skinny ? How many times they stopped me from getting a new tattoo or a new hair style ?
I am sorry. I am not the woman you don’t see in a crowd. I have fire hair. I have tattoos and piercings. I have qualities and I have flaws. Inside and out.
Today I do whatever I want with my body. Today I have accepted that it is not perfect but this is the one I am going to have my entire life. This is the one my parents make me and just for this reason, I should love it.
This is why today I am out of my comfort zone to present pictures of my first ever lingerie shooting. I hope that all the positivity of this post will encourage you to accept yourself and work on your body confidence.
Every one of you is beautiful and every one of you should know it
You can be whoever you want and do whatever you want with your body
Don’t let anyone decide for you
Don’t let anyone say what you should do and how you should feel
And you know what ? You only get one body for your entire life, you just have to love it.
▲ Outfit ▲
▲ Jewelerys ▲
Ananas earring – Birdy
Hoop earring – Birdy
Moon earring – Merci Ma Jolie* ⇴ Discount code : -10% on everything on the website with my code GABYOWL10 ♡
Chain ring – Astrid & Miyu
Arrow ring – Les Poulettes*
Simple ring – Merci Mad’ame*
Hoop ring – Merci Mad’ame
Alès ring – Merci Mad’ame* ⇴ Discount code : -10% on everything on the website with my code GABY ♡
Three layers ring – BDM Studio*
Cross ring – Luna Pyxis* ⇴ Discount code : -10% on everything on the website with my code GABY10 ♡
Marble ring – Merci Ma Jolie
Sia rose gold ring – Merci Ma Jolie*
I would like to thank a lot my amazing and talented friend Guena for making me feel comfortable and helping me accept my body throughout this pictures. Thank you for being such a wonderful human being. You can find her on her website & Facebook, please check her work.
A special word to all the Printemps Haussmann team. You guys have been so encouraging, I will never thank you enough. Those opportunities of shooting in your incredible location is a chance I totally embrace.
I wanted to thank you all too, you guys. For sending only positivity on this blog. Your support means the world to me. Thank you so much for dreams you allow me to achieve.